Re-quitting nicotine and I am pissed off

Also starting to titrate down my meds, yes with medical supervision

I’m like 2.5 days into an aforementioned, then-incumbent, now-ongoing nicotine quit and I am pissed, nobody talk to me for the next 24 hours or I might lose my shit. Where my fellow smokers at y’all know what time it is. Kids, do not smoke or vape. Try Zyns although I feel they aren’t as appealing. Matter of fact just avoid nicotine altogether, coffee is way cooler and tastier without doing this to your brain. And, unlike drinking, smoking is not cool, nobody finds it attractive, and also fuck smoking.

I also started working with my doctor to titrate down meds after remaining at this load for the past three years — in an ideal world I would have gotten here before starting job search, before picking up a quick nicotine habit that I had to drop again, and before getting off my hard-earned hiking and gymming habit that I’d kept going for the earlier half of last year.

But hey my boys down in OC dragged me to the gym last week so at least I’m back in there, and don’t let perfect be the enemy of good as they say, which I am only now remembering.